And I am complaining about it.
I’ve been getting that “feeling old” feeling the last few weeks. The sickness that has been all over the world plays a part in it I’m sure but I have a birthday coming up in a few weeks and it is the big 4 and 0. Turning that age is something I’m not looking forward to and it has made me down with things lately.
Maybe it has to do with me sending off my books with the hopes to get it professionally published, I wish it to get published and sent out to all kinds of places and hopefully make some money after writing it. I’m proud to have written that and would like to see something more from my efforts and work. It doesn’t make any money as it is and would like to see it earn me more of a living. But that is not up to me and hope I can find an actual publisher for Cityscape Tokyo and eventually some of the kRaven stories.
And I ran for president of the United States 4 years ago. Did I win? Hell no of course I didn’t. I never really thought I would. The idea was to give the p[eople I know that would have voted for “Daffy Duck” or “Superman” or some other crazy answer a real candidate to actually vote for. It isn’t something that really lasted or did anything for me except give people calling me for phone surveys or something like that something to pause and make note off as they get on with their lives.
All in all, it looks like I won’t get a nice check every month in a few decades when I actually retire. But the way I go I probably won’t retire at all. I don’t really follow the traditional working life as it is, let alone in the future. Maybe that is the problem, I’m thinking to traditional about things and not living that way. Maybe I need to think more untraditionally about my years after my birthday to live something more comfortably in my years because as much as I don’t like it, I am getting older and will keep getting older as I go on.
Knowing me, I will probably be writing something. Who knows? It might actually get published!
Read Cityscape Tokyo to find out how the two teens and their guardians have to survive and watch out for each other when the company’s dark past comes back to haunt the kids and their guardian once again and make for an incredible adventure in Cityscape Tokyo! Now available on the Bull Moose website!
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