Getting anything I have written noticed and turned into a paying part of my life is getting really tough. Luckily I am at the point where the actual writing isn’t so tough and I can do that when I need to but getting anything I write actually noticed is the part where things kind of stall. I’m at the point where I have written 11 books and none of them caught anybody’s attention. I’m not making any money and I’m not getting anything back from the energy I put into them.
You would think that selling to a publishing company over a fiction novel wouldn’t be that hard, but it is. Holy Crap IS IT! Maybe if I had a publishing agent to sell this stuff for me maybe it wouldn’t be such a struggle, Unfortunately, I don’t have one so getting anybody interested in my kind of novel is really depressing. It is fiction, maybe even sci-fi inspired by the books behind the Haruhi Suzumiya books. Those can be found all over the place, even animated in Japanese anime episodes scene by a lot of people. Me included. The books are good too! I’ve read a lot of those different stories and I think they are wonderful and an inspirational source of the book I have written “Cityscape Tokyo.”
But after going through all that I have trying to get my book out there, I feel like I haven’t got enough talent to keep doing this. Evidently, I don’t seem to have what it takes to get anyone’s attention with my book writing. Either with my novel “Cityscape Tokyo” and any of my other written works.
But even without money coming in from my main written projects I still have a paycheck from my work over at top5must.com writing those articles out. I may not get make a LOT but am still able to write something, so my belief in myself as a writer is not completely dead and buried.
With that little bit left of myself, I guess there isn’t much choice other than to keep sending out these queries and keep looking. There must be something for me and my abilities. If anything it is just a sign to keep going until someone shows a sign of being interested.
So guess it is back to work!
Read Cityscape Tokyo to find out how the two teens and their guardians have to survive and watch out for each other when the company’s dark past comes back to haunt the kids and their guardian once again and make for an incredible adventure in Cityscape Tokyo! Now available on the Bull Moose website!
You can also find my other work HERE